sighiatus
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Some nights I wish I’d never told rex I liked her. Because if I hadnt she’d be.dating someone who would be in seattle still and would be able to go hold her hand every day and visit her when she’s feeling sick and would have a place for her to stay at nights she runs away instead of her just being cold on the street
I just want her to be happy and that can hardly fucking happen when the only way I can talk to her is thorough text. I can’t do anything to help her when she’s crying alone on her bedroom floor and I wish I could be there to help or that I had just let her go when I met her and had never mentioned being anything more than her friend because I fucking knew I wasn’t in a stable living situation.
And I could have let her get.with someone so much better who could be there for her.every day but instead I asked her out.
And then had to fucking leave once we fell in love , leaving both of us completely alone
If I wasn’t so fucking selfish she’d at least be happy
